subterfujion

It's 6AM...

Yes, I awoke of my on volition.

Actually, aside from it being a gorgeous day and hearing the morning song of the birds... I heard the garbage truck coming up the road.

Generally, my household doesn't go through much garbage... So when I hear them, I just run out the two garbage pails and empty them right into the back of the truck and save them a lift or two. After all... Among the many fields of work I've encountered... Working for the city was one of them. (or rather it might have been community service =P )

Last night I was observing the Uterus constellation... Actually.. It may have been Polaris... But who named it that anyway? I notice it when I trace the three stars like a V with my pointer and middle finger... So I'm calling it Uterus from now on for obvious reasons.

Shortly after, the comet "Felopia" flew by.

How appropriate.

So yeah.. I'm at this pivotal point in my life...

Pre-apocolyptic-revelating-existential-eschatology...

The more I think of things.. The more difficult it may be to find an answer..

For example.. Maybe the soul was our original form. Dreams may have been our original world... And then we became corrupt. Then the body became our temple.. And we polluted it with what we consume. Then, we were given the world for our bodies to travel... And we polluted it with what we consume... Now we're at the internet stage... Polluting yet another invisible world.... Evil air-waves traveling through my body...

Honestly... I think that all religions are correct and all religions are absolutely wrong.

God is so great... That I feel He has so much more going on than what humans try to express...

I also believe that God has a great sense of humor...

I mean... Look at Paris Hilton!

LMFAO.

The TRUTH is: Only GOD gets it. (From my publication: Psilocybe Revelations)

I added several more pages to Cocktail Napkin Revelations yesterday.

"Radio plays as I meditate..

Lotto machine reflecting in the mirror..

This is my life right now.. So I jot it down on a cocktail napkin in case I forget.

The song asks if I feel like a puzzle with a missing piece..

Well yeah, aren't we ALL feeling that way?

Trying to find answers?

I think we're just all neural receptors of God Himself.

Experiencing everything simultaneously in an orgasmic overload of senses."

I like the blanket theory of "I <3 Huckabees"...

We are all one in this universe...

I wish people could see this and start treating each other erie, mon.

I had to make a choice last night...

Hang around with a bunch of dudes playing poker (I'm trying not to gamble anymore), drinking beers (nope, I switched to wine for a while), smoking cigarettes (nah, just quit those finally after ten years and I'm certainly not interested in second hand smoke)... Nah.. It was an easy choice. I wanted to be home anyway...

Aside from that.. The guy from the poker seen seemed like he wasn't really willing to accommodate my friend with some sort of entertainment.. So yeah.. Not really into certain people lately... Too bad we couldn't make it for the dubstep party ><

Ended up chillin' with Kaity after work.. Drank some Pindar Summer Blush played Katamari Damacy and Shadowgate.. Two obscure games if you're unfamiliar. While "everyone else" is out buying Wii, 360 and PS3... I'm going a different route and trying to catch up on some of the old Nintendo classics that I may have missed or couldn't afford when they were actually NEW.

New slang: "Get off my nectar."

Said by guy to sexually-advancing chick.

I'm drinking water this morning instead of coffee...

I've never been addicted to coffee... Nor do I find it necessary.

I just happen to enjoy it...Same with marijuana...

My "special" plant is growing very nicely.. Sprouted just the other day.. Several times over actually. I used several seeds to create an interwoven cross-breed of whatever it is I'm trying to make. Maybe next I'll use some raspberry seeds. I've been dying to create a new strain.

Grass and flowers are growing nicely.

Fender is in great shape... I'm in great shape.

I want to go to the ocean ASAP!

I'm not concerned with the effects of the sun (even with the hole in the O-zone).

I think that if God wanted me to die via the sun...

There are WAY more creative ways than skin cancer.

Also.. I'm going to be introverted this weekend for a change..

I'm not pursuing anyone to hangout... Actually.. I might just keep it that way for a while.

If someone needs me, they know how to reach me.

I think the unreliable people need to fade from my life right now..

That's right, you can go fuck off.

(Not directed towards you.)

I dunno.. I've yet to find someone like-minded...

Maybe for what I'm seeking, I must travel.

Maybe U.S. as a whole just has a vibe that I'm not feeling?

I feel like I'm the new energy-efficient model...

Consume less.

Deplete less.

Cyanocitta cristata flies by.

Government's are meaningless... and yet, they are watching me very closely.

I swear!

(And since you're watching, I might as well pretend I'm paranoid.)

Stop conspiring against me!

FDA approves poison!

This "snake bite" can't be healed with more venom.

But my mom is requesting coffee... And so am I.