subnatural

I think it may be time to shoot my car. I went out to it yesterday and the oil leak it had for the past few weeks had turned into a hemorage. There was a big puddle underneath it. Now, I can't really be too mad at my car, because I've woken up a few mornings in the same condition. But now I have to decide (again) whether to junk the car or to cough up the cabbage to fix it up. Is this going to be the last repair for a while? Am I going to be right back here in a couple months? How many times do I need to fix it before I decide to finally break down and get a new used car?

Also, I've decided I need a change. There have too many changes with everyone else around me that I feel static. After all, all motion is relative and if everyone else is moving forward, then I'm standing still.