Pardon me while I have a free-associational rant...
I don't exactly understand why, but lately I've been feeling very, very marginal. Most of my e-mails lately have gone unreplied. It doesn't matter that I forget to turn my cell phone off at work or the movies since no one ever calls me on it. I don't have a girlfriend and I can't remember the last time a woman looked at me like she was attracted to me. Hell, it will probably take a good long while before anyone even comments on this post. However, I'll admit I'm not doing it any favors by making it as depressing as it is.
I'm stone-cold sober, and I feel like I could not be any less important if I tried. I can only imagine how I'll feel the next time I take a drink.
I don't exactly understand why, but lately I've been feeling very, very marginal. Most of my e-mails lately have gone unreplied. It doesn't matter that I forget to turn my cell phone off at work or the movies since no one ever calls me on it. I don't have a girlfriend and I can't remember the last time a woman looked at me like she was attracted to me. Hell, it will probably take a good long while before anyone even comments on this post. However, I'll admit I'm not doing it any favors by making it as depressing as it is.
I'm stone-cold sober, and I feel like I could not be any less important if I tried. I can only imagine how I'll feel the next time I take a drink.
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nixxicole:
Thanks! One of these days I'm going to put up my set under ths hopefuls section.
shesinparties:
just so you know, my computer crashed a couple of weeks ago, and i don't have my yahoo msngr anymore. but i miss talking to you. 