subnatural

Hello, everyone! Yes, I'm still here. No, I didn't die. On the off chance that anyone noticed I was gone for a while, I just felt a little burnt-out on SG. I was spending an ass-load of time on it. Also, I haven't been doing shit. Since I don't want to bore you with the profound tedium of my day-to-day existence, I thought I would...
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I think I'm getting back into one of my depressive states again. Not that I really have anything to be all that depressed about, however. But I'm a selfish son-of-a-bitch. So that's that. I think it mostly has to do with a friend who I don't think is a friend anymore. (And it's not anyone on here, so relax.) Sometimes it just feels like I...
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Attention:
I'm looking for my lost libido. Has anyone seen it? It ran away because I've been working a lot and/or it has not seen a lot of use lately.
If found, please show it lots of love and attention until I can catch up to it.

Ugh. Went out drinking last night on the east side. It's been a while since I had a night out like that. Needless to say, I didn't feel so great this morning. Luckily, I didn't have to work. Yay! (ouch, i shouldn't do that. it still hurts to yell)

Now if you'll excuse me, I'm gonna try and get some fluids back into me.

Awww, I didn't realized you cared. Looks like I found the secret to attracting women: act dark and brooding. If this keeps up, I might start to wear all black and speak with a French accent.

Thanks for the nice words.

Why the fuck do I even bother posting on here? It's not as if anyone gives a shit what I have to say about my life. Even I'm bored by it. And right now as I am writing this, I realize that someone who may have clicked on my page and read this is totally turned off by my self-loathing and doesn't want to bother...
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Fuck Valentine's Day. Fuck it hard. Fuck it like a prison bitch.

Guess who is single and has an eloquent way with words.

Has anyone read this?

Yesterday was my friend Kate's birthday. It was lots of fun. We went to this Italian restaurant and sat at the chef's table. And the food... oh, the food... Salad, garlic bread, chianti, spicy sausage & mushroom pizza, seafood linguine, chicken parmesiano, and chocolate cake. Anyone have Tums?

Anyway, Happy Birthday, Kate!

All bow down and pay homage to the Kate!

Where does the energy go?

While I'm sure I'm not the only one on this website to write about this, I can't help but feel a bit depressed lately. I think I understand the reasons well-enough. No girl, Valentine's coming up, shitty weather, friends not acting like friends, etc., etc. And while I'm writing this, I am entirely aware that there are people who have...
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Been striking out with the girls lately. I think I'm too nice. I need to act like more of an asshole, but not too much. I just need to learn to be the kind of asshole that women are drawn to, for some reason. I'm so confused.

Went to the memorial service for Nick, my friend and coworker, last Friday. It hasn't snowed here for a month and that evening it dropped a ton. So much that a couple of people I know couldn't even make it to the service. Weird, weird stuff.

Anyway, afterwards, me and all the people from work went to a bar to toast Nick's memory, share stories,...
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