sublyminull

I'm off to the lake. to take pictures and drink rum. you know. relax a bit. been pretty stressed lately and i need a break


I expect lots of comments and jazz.

I just get angry sometimes. I don't know why. and i'm not a violent person so the anger just sits and boils inside me. god i feel sorry for the first guy i get into a fight with.

It's just been a bullshit night. Everything is really catching up with me. I'm not fond of blogging about my fucking feelings. I'm really good at holding everything in. So. here it goes. I have two best friends. both have supported me through thick and thin. I love them both like brother and sister. One is my friend Mark who I have been friends with...
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Yay it's wednesday morning. i have bene slacking so damned bad. I need to go to my old apartment and clean it up so i can turn in my keys and be done with it. That would relieve so much stress. On a lighter note they have shutdown all my easy routes home from work so now it takes me 45 minutes on a good...
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It's a new day. and i'm sober!!!!! yay!!!! I feel like an alcaholic when i'm on chat. I swear I don't drink that much and when I do drink I rarely get dumb drunk. Cept yesterday oh wow. So um. really nothing much to say. I hope everyone that actually reads this is doing fine. And once I get settled in I going to take...
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I'm so pissed off right now. I don't even know why. I had a crazy dream where someone fucked up my car and woke up pissed off. got on chat to hopefully get in a good mood. someone had me smiling a bit but then she went to sleep baahhhhhh. i'm going to try and go back to sleep now i suppose. god damned time...
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Well today was about a waste however I did win 75 bucks at the casino which paid for my outing today. So I went to the tattoo convention today with high hopes and excitment. Me and my friend arrive and pay 10 bucks to go inside. we get inside and there are only 15 booths?!?!?!?!?! What the fuck? I was so disappointed and angry. it...
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Well I was drunk on chat tonight. wound up passing out with everthing on for about 2 hours. hmmmm. that was wierd to wake up and remember the last thing you were doing was chatting. I had to look goofy as hell on cam all curled up and passed out

I'm having a hard time sleeping again today. I don't know what the hell is wrong with me but as soon as I close my eyes my mind races 100 miles an hour. It's ridiculus. bahhhh

they need a 12 step program for SG chat.

Yet another day. And i'm off to bed. However, I have come to the conclusion I need some more pics on here. So maybe i'll work on that. Any ideas on what of though?