sublimeruin

so....there it goes...another shitty week....another broken dream...

so many things have just gone wrong this week...its a wonder that im still ok.......i hate this time of year i fucking hate it.....I wrote those same words almost exactly a year ago...

Nov 4th 2002 a great man passed away.....since then every year about this time things in my life go to hell.....last year i thought it was just a fluke.....but now im sure its fate...

this world is full of bullshit.....its full of lies and mistrust....its full of selfishness and hate.....and once in a while there is someone in your life.....that makes you forget about all of that........and i have had the pleasure of having two of those people......thank you both from the bottom of my heart.....thank you for the good and the bad.........thank you for standing by me and standing aganist me....thank you for knowing what to say and what to do.....thank you for loving me......like i've loved you.......