So in a few hours i have into go into work (12am), yes i work nights. I work 12-1:30-2am then i get a 2hr break 
then start at 3:45am and work till we're done which is around 7:30-8am
For those who have seen my profile sentence this week i'll be unemployed possibly, i've worked at my job since 2005. Its pretty much my first job and there have been many many times i wanted to leave and quit. Well this week will probably be that/ this week (or 2nite)
WHY: the first part of my job i have a manager, who thinks because she got the manager position she's top dog and can push anyone around. Even tho she knows i've been doing this for a good long time she seems to think i'm an idiot and can't do my job. It doesn't take a rocket scientist to load a trailer but there is a art involved, doing it right making sure the box's don't move and keeping up with the pace. Apparently i scan every single box at least 2-3 times and somehow i miss 1-3. I don't know how that's happening, i've switched scanners to see if that was the problem somehow still happens. So far i've gotten written up twice because of it, at my job if you get 3 write ups in a 30 day period you are let go/ fired.
The fucked up part is, i used to load 3 trailers at the same time. Door 10 i would do 2 trailers, door 9 trailer and then a half of one and door 8 just the belly. And would do that BY MYSELF moving back and forth like crazy and scanned 100% on all 3. So how does that make sense??
These years i've worked for this company, my body has seen it's share of abuse. My lower back is permanently fucked, my left shoulder/ upper bicep has a dull pain that comes and goes and my right knee injury that i got from high school in 2001 has gotten worse
Am i scared of losing my job...honestly NO, if i do lose my job. I won't have to put up with this stuff anymore and my body can possibly heal itself a little, the only thing is trying to find a new job quickly. I have enough to live on this rest of this month and somewhat next but after that then shit will get scary
SubieTom
then start at 3:45am and work till we're done which is around 7:30-8am
For those who have seen my profile sentence this week i'll be unemployed possibly, i've worked at my job since 2005. Its pretty much my first job and there have been many many times i wanted to leave and quit. Well this week will probably be that/ this week (or 2nite)
WHY: the first part of my job i have a manager, who thinks because she got the manager position she's top dog and can push anyone around. Even tho she knows i've been doing this for a good long time she seems to think i'm an idiot and can't do my job. It doesn't take a rocket scientist to load a trailer but there is a art involved, doing it right making sure the box's don't move and keeping up with the pace. Apparently i scan every single box at least 2-3 times and somehow i miss 1-3. I don't know how that's happening, i've switched scanners to see if that was the problem somehow still happens. So far i've gotten written up twice because of it, at my job if you get 3 write ups in a 30 day period you are let go/ fired.
The fucked up part is, i used to load 3 trailers at the same time. Door 10 i would do 2 trailers, door 9 trailer and then a half of one and door 8 just the belly. And would do that BY MYSELF moving back and forth like crazy and scanned 100% on all 3. So how does that make sense??
These years i've worked for this company, my body has seen it's share of abuse. My lower back is permanently fucked, my left shoulder/ upper bicep has a dull pain that comes and goes and my right knee injury that i got from high school in 2001 has gotten worse
Am i scared of losing my job...honestly NO, if i do lose my job. I won't have to put up with this stuff anymore and my body can possibly heal itself a little, the only thing is trying to find a new job quickly. I have enough to live on this rest of this month and somewhat next but after that then shit will get scary
SubieTom