Okay, so I lied two days ago when I said I would do a better blog the next day.
So here is my next blog, more detail, juicy gossip and whatnot.
You ever have one of those barmy life questioning moments? Two days ago, I sat the last of my exams to qualify for a Dimploma in Law. This is the same qualification that ended up me splitting with my last girlfriend.
Last night I dreamt about her; she was pregnant and I had to rush her to the hospital and say how many contractions.
And what scares me the most is, when I woke I was sad. Normally, when I dream of being a father, the idea gives me a cold sweat. Not because I don't want to be a father, just that I don't think I'm ready yet. It wouldn't be fair to bring a child into the world that I couldn;t support.
Maybe she was the one. I was a fool to break up with her over studying the law.
Anyway, that's in the past. She'll have moved on now, to someone more worthy of her. I only hope she's happy (Aren't I full of nobleness - bleugh)
Anyway, although it'll hurt me more I sent her an e-mail. Maybe she'll respond, maybe she won't. I reproduce it here, so people can measure my CQ (Creepy Quotient).
Hi there;
It's been about two years and I still think of you - not that I expect us to get together - but I still wonder how you're getting on. I hope your happy. You deserve to be happy.
Anyway, I just thought I'd drom you an e-mail and see if you'd like to stay in touch.
I don't want to be the creepy ex, so if you don't respond or tell me to sod off I'll leave it at that.
Take Care
So with a slightly heavy heart, I move on to the next topics.
Recently I briefly met, the beautiful litlin - and let me make this clear. SHE DOES NOT HAVE GERBIL CHEEKS! In the felsh, she's as beautiful and interesting as she has been down the phone or on the site. In short, she is a delight.
Don't you agree?
Apart from that I have been trying to finish Grand Theft Auto, but am constantly thrawted by a stupid fecking jump! I need to kill Pegerino!
He must die for what he has done to Kate
So here is my next blog, more detail, juicy gossip and whatnot.
You ever have one of those barmy life questioning moments? Two days ago, I sat the last of my exams to qualify for a Dimploma in Law. This is the same qualification that ended up me splitting with my last girlfriend.
Last night I dreamt about her; she was pregnant and I had to rush her to the hospital and say how many contractions.
And what scares me the most is, when I woke I was sad. Normally, when I dream of being a father, the idea gives me a cold sweat. Not because I don't want to be a father, just that I don't think I'm ready yet. It wouldn't be fair to bring a child into the world that I couldn;t support.
Maybe she was the one. I was a fool to break up with her over studying the law.
Anyway, that's in the past. She'll have moved on now, to someone more worthy of her. I only hope she's happy (Aren't I full of nobleness - bleugh)
Anyway, although it'll hurt me more I sent her an e-mail. Maybe she'll respond, maybe she won't. I reproduce it here, so people can measure my CQ (Creepy Quotient).
Hi there;
It's been about two years and I still think of you - not that I expect us to get together - but I still wonder how you're getting on. I hope your happy. You deserve to be happy.
Anyway, I just thought I'd drom you an e-mail and see if you'd like to stay in touch.
I don't want to be the creepy ex, so if you don't respond or tell me to sod off I'll leave it at that.
Take Care
So with a slightly heavy heart, I move on to the next topics.
Recently I briefly met, the beautiful litlin - and let me make this clear. SHE DOES NOT HAVE GERBIL CHEEKS! In the felsh, she's as beautiful and interesting as she has been down the phone or on the site. In short, she is a delight.
Don't you agree?
Apart from that I have been trying to finish Grand Theft Auto, but am constantly thrawted by a stupid fecking jump! I need to kill Pegerino!
He must die for what he has done to Kate
I think you were very brave to email the ex, I hope you get a positive response although either way, it sounds a little like you need some kind of closure, if nothing else.
Hope you're having a bumper 360 weekend, I'm sure you are
xx
Don't look at me, just look at him! Oh and:
and............
xx