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obviously moving is a big step. it's a real move.
I'm moving to phoenix for those of you who missed it--at the end of the coming weekend.

so many of my friends have been supportive. even people who kind of on the fringe of being in my close circle of friends. I sometimes forget that.
I shouldn't though.

last week there were a few of my friends that were really bugging me. and I was trying to let it go, but I can't, b/c it's still bugging me.

I try and be there for my friends when I can. If I ever say feel free to call me, that's an open invitation. Call me whenever. I don't have hours. If I thought the phone was going to bug me, I'd turn off the ringer.
all of my friends know this. and I'm happy to take a phone call from a depressed person whenever.

and I've made those calls to friends too. and they are there for me.
those are friends. that's what they do.

lately it's been nearly impossible to get a hold of one of my good friends--b/c they've been too busy with their new fuck-buddy. I can't have a conversation anymore with them, b/c they are always distracted.
I hate that. why does this remind me of high school? I thought we were suppose to be adults here.

I don't know.
it shouldn't bother me--b/c I don't deal with shit heads like this.
but it does.

goddammit.