i hate my stupid dreams. its gotten to the point where i dread going to sleep because of them. the thing is its not even nightmares. nightmares would infact be preferable. because when you wake up from a bad dream its a relief. youve gotten away from the monster, or escaped from the danger. what i have are GOOD dreams, like being surrounded by good friends, or having my arms around a girl who loves me...and then i wake up and the room is empty, just like always.
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I actually came here to say hey, hey and hell-o, see what your Grey-Matter is Splattering today....and wo and behold...You speak of Dreams...More specifically, Night Terrors, Which is 'ironic' (Hence the 'Sychronicity') I am actually a Lucid Dreamer...(If you do not know what that is...I guess a good beginning would to be to say Donnie was a bit of one...We can use and control dreams to gain insight on this plane....It is something that quite a few people can do, actually...However, like anything of this nature, most who could are not aware and just accept any unusual sleep activity to be simply just, a dream...)
You ask why I am never available for IMing...IYa know...I do actually have sporadic bursts of a craving...I do alot of my work on the computer, and I simply cannot multitask me brain to a phone, computer, possible working with a flick...ya know...What puts a roof over my head...But I actually Haven;t been sleeping...(Timestamp...Yeah...third night...maybe 12 hours in total...I have suddenly fell into an insomnia, and it is because MY drems are also not behaving as they should...I know why they are happening, but am powerless, so I have been a virtual zombie for the last few...(I think I actually perked up whilst watching RAVENOUS today tho...Hmmmmm)
So Synchronicity indeed, I suppose there are always going to be Fluxes of Night Terrors, there always have...It's like an atmospheric, energy thing...I have seen whole towns, (why Not The Planet?) have an outbreak of a plague of nightmares...Interesting phenomenon.
BUT....when I am feeling a bit more "stabilized' I shall open the floodgates, and allow whatever avatar suited for either messenger alight...I hope you will be there to see it...
I always found that for minor nightmares, especially where you wish to have a specific dream (The one about the girl...for example...) That with practice, anyone can programme themselves into a dream...and it does work...It just takes practice...(Think Fantisizing and trying to broadcast it into your brain, The reciever...Like waves...or programming it...)
Sorry about the epic, but since I cannot do the real thing...I am making up for lost words...
Sweet Dreams...
(and Thank You for The Compliment!!