man i dont know whats up with my brain these last couple days. my moods have been going up and down on an almost hourly basis. one minute i wanna give the world a big hug, the next i feel like hiding under the bed and never coming out 
the REAL low point was yesterday when i said something on one of the boards that i THOUGHT would be funny and then people started flaming me. but hey, big deal right? its just the internet, it doesnt matter. except i got totally bent outta shape about it and was in a bad mood for hours feeling like a loser. what the fuck is that? have i become so lonely that the opinions of random people i dont know have started mattering to me? that cant be good. its like my mood goes waaaay up on its own but then the slightest thing sends me right back down to zero. my brain is such an idiot
the REAL low point was yesterday when i said something on one of the boards that i THOUGHT would be funny and then people started flaming me. but hey, big deal right? its just the internet, it doesnt matter. except i got totally bent outta shape about it and was in a bad mood for hours feeling like a loser. what the fuck is that? have i become so lonely that the opinions of random people i dont know have started mattering to me? that cant be good. its like my mood goes waaaay up on its own but then the slightest thing sends me right back down to zero. my brain is such an idiot VIEW 3 of 3 COMMENTS
jenya:
i've been there too.....it sucks ass.
annalee:
Thank you! That is so nice that you put me in your favourites! Dont worry about the boards, i know exactly what you mean to. I remember posting something once and getting loads of people being mean, I dont know why some of the people are like that. it makes you feel really attacked but dont worry cause most of the time everyone is really nice 