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Jig...
*does a Jig*

How can a ;Lady; (You called me a 'Lady'!! SUCH the gentleman!!) refuse such eloquent ideas...Of course they are JUST awesome...The Donnie Darko shirts would NOT show up for the longest time!!! I have had a hellish wekk, mu fiend...Alas, My Ligeia was taken from me, although she died in my hands....By one of the Greymalkins that run awry in here...(My familiar, Siris, shor for Osiris, has ALWAYS never touched any of my birds...He did ONCE, and hurt its wing....then proceeded to fall 5 stories from my studio window! So he is NOT like other cats anymore...he knows what 'consequence and synchronicity mean...It was Ritches cat...This is his second Bird of mine he can add a scratch on the scretchin post for!!) He is a young Manx...and since Manx's were always bred to hunt...(Siris is A Black Siamese...I shall send you a pic!) So he hunts alright. Today I am going to buy a Bolt for the Birdroom and office, and I am going to replace Ligeia with A male Cockateil named Verdon.
That Doll is going to look just spectacular!! (and Not because of subject metter alone...but The craft of ones talented hands)
SO much to say, and so little space and time! (Although I am sure Donnie and I could have some real discussions on THAT one...)
Actually...YOU have inspired me...I think I shall awake (as I awoke and immediately remembered you were prority to get to!) with my coffee and a good watch of Donnie...(Can you believe I used to dance around to that Echo and The Bunnyman song in the beginning when I was 13!!! "Under blue Moon I saw you...So Cruelly, you kissed me..." Ahhhh...Was I ever A child?

Slimy Smooches !

See ya in chat To-Morrow Jig!
SS

Edited to say: Fuck Time and Space!! I just looked through your golder and found NEW pics!! You have a very talented gift! Great Vision!! I also like the first shirt that says 'Wake Up' better...The other is good...But I do not think it needs to have DONNIE DARKO on it...your choice of illustrations are enough! You have such BIG brown eyes!! They are so Lovely! and you are quite tall!! an inch taller than me!! I dont understand the gals you are seeing...they are silly.
Talk to you tommorrow, Jig!

[Edited on Apr 16, 2005 12:23AM]

Those are some fantastic projects/pictures

^^^ That's damn good advice, just go out and do things you never thought yourself capable of doing! You can't achieve anything unless you actually try, well that's what i tell myself

Never expect to meet perfect friends, but you will meet some damn good ones, there is no worse feeling than thinking you don't fit in somewhere, but usually it is your own insecurities that make you think you don't fit

There is no worse feeling than feeling alone and low, but all i can suggest is that you are still so young and things will get better, only now at 21 do i feel like i truely know myself and what i want, it was a tough trip getting here and it's still tough now, but i did it and you can too! Things will get better, i promise, so just go out there and try something new!

My friend thinks he looks like Des Lynam................he used to present football show on British tv, but i doubt you would know who he is, so i'm not sure!

Hope you are doing alright!

if you need someone to talk to, you can email me. *hug*

Yeah....I Tried that too...Doesn't work...and you end up ruining a perfectly good K/B on a Migraine!!
Heya Jig...Sorry I didn't write back right away...but, I have been SO fuckin busy...My bird got killed, and ARGH! Just stupid inheritance CRAP...I have actually been finding solace in my other pursuits..
Ya know...I would of laughed in my face at 18 if I were you for sayin this...But Trust me...As you read in my journal...It NEVER is easy...Even if you think It gets any easier...It don't. But you....YOU get smarter...and THAT, my fiend, is what you gotta remember...EVERYTHING happens for a reason...Sometime you will remember how you feel now, and really appreciate what you have when you have finally found what you have been searchin for...Makes you VERY appreciative...

I got your eekMail, and I have a sealed envelope ready to be mailed out to you today!

(I can still get your name on that condo 'Down South' if ya want... )

Slimy Smooches!

SS

You okay matey? Whats on your mind?

You are very kind man. Very kind. She rocks my world and we are so close. I love her to pieces.

Thanks for the kind wishes. I only hope that one day... nevermind

Thank you so much, I am just a little crazy to hang out with really, quite random and loud apparently my laugh can deafen! But i could never be accused of being boring though!

That's a very cool doll! I hope you find something interesting to do, i can't stand boredom! There's nothing worse!

Thank you for the infinate praises

literal.
i got sent home from work tonight.
i'm the MANAGER and i got sent home. i can't get a deep breath in. it's cause my house is full of dust from knocking out every wall in the room across from mine.
100 year old plaster dust is really not fun to breathe in for a week. i also think i might be allergic to it, cause my skin is all screwed up and grosslike.
hopefully i can get in to see a doctor tomorrow... *wheeze*

Synchronicity...Ya Gotta Love it....

I actually came here to say hey, hey and hell-o, see what your Grey-Matter is Splattering today....and wo and behold...You speak of Dreams...More specifically, Night Terrors, Which is 'ironic' (Hence the 'Sychronicity') I am actually a Lucid Dreamer...(If you do not know what that is...I guess a good beginning would to be to say Donnie was a bit of one...We can use and control dreams to gain insight on this plane....It is something that quite a few people can do, actually...However, like anything of this nature, most who could are not aware and just accept any unusual sleep activity to be simply just, a dream...)
You ask why I am never available for IMing...IYa know...I do actually have sporadic bursts of a craving...I do alot of my work on the computer, and I simply cannot multitask me brain to a phone, computer, possible working with a flick...ya know...What puts a roof over my head...But I actually Haven;t been sleeping...(Timestamp...Yeah...third night...maybe 12 hours in total...I have suddenly fell into an insomnia, and it is because MY drems are also not behaving as they should...I know why they are happening, but am powerless, so I have been a virtual zombie for the last few...(I think I actually perked up whilst watching RAVENOUS today tho...Hmmmmm)
So Synchronicity indeed, I suppose there are always going to be Fluxes of Night Terrors, there always have...It's like an atmospheric, energy thing...I have seen whole towns, (why Not The Planet?) have an outbreak of a plague of nightmares...Interesting phenomenon.
BUT....when I am feeling a bit more "stabilized' I shall open the floodgates, and allow whatever avatar suited for either messenger alight...I hope you will be there to see it...

I always found that for minor nightmares, especially where you wish to have a specific dream (The one about the girl...for example...) That with practice, anyone can programme themselves into a dream...and it does work...It just takes practice...(Think Fantisizing and trying to broadcast it into your brain, The reciever...Like waves...or programming it...)

Sorry about the epic, but since I cannot do the real thing...I am making up for lost words...

Sweet Dreams...
(and Thank You for The Compliment!! )

SS

LOL!!!

See. I had not checked this out before yesterdays chat.(.I am gonna send those pics to PETA!!) I would of LOVED to hear more about torturing things in Microwaves...(as if having one in our dwellings isn't enough of a Fuckin Risk!!!)

I once had a small dog...and, true story, I was being a young and rebellious 13 yr old, had a Fuck-School-Skater-Party, and well...They were a really nasty bunch Drunk...(this was LONG before Sketers were respected athletes...) and I came stumbling down as I heard my dog being put in the Microwave!!! Like it was already inside...and they were gonna press the buttons...THANK DOG that I stumbled (literally!) into the bunch and tore him outta there...(That party cost that rebellious 13 yr old ALOT!)

BUT anyhow...I hope you had fun seeing how we creepy contigentcy like to get to know eachother...I think we were there for 5 hours until you realized that I mentioned I had the webcam up and running...(which I usually use for video conferencing..but I figured "Hey...If these folks wanna know me...they can wqtch me spit coffee out in laughter!) this is only like the 5th MEAT'N'GREET, so maybe that sheds some light on why we are still just lovin oit, we have been tryin to find a way to have these meets for awhile...I am glad you jumped in early...you are officially in too deep now...Yup...you ARE Apothecary-Wary now...AND we hooked up..so that means that I can actually sit down and talk chop some time...

BTW? DO NOT take the whole SAW thing seriously...it is an ongoing joke that started with the thread...Now? We just torture pAuly with it now...We are good people...REALLY!!!

Anyhow, I am glad we got to chat and laugh and talk gore, and I shall be expectin a private chat sometime...I am usually so Jaded when it comes to meeting new people...But Through The Apothecary I have found SO many cool folk, and I am proud to say that you are part o the gang!

(I just LOVE the peeps btw...I just wish I could of brought it up...as I am sure the others would have found it as educating as I now have...)

I AM experienced!!

(BTW: you know we have a Members GORE Gallery for people to show off thier artistic talents, no matter WHAT medium...I really like your 'FRANK'...Check out THE GORE GALLERY, and SUBMIT! MUHAHAHA!!)

Once again, until next week, or sooner(?)...I had a blast,!
Slimy Smooches!!

SS

Those poor poor things!

Although they don't look very tasty anyway!

Hope all is good with you!

....And Yet ANOTHER Point for That Friggin Murphy's Law, (gals are not immuned to it...It happens for EVERYTHING!)

Don't let it get you down though, I happen to think you are an incredible Curious Individual who has A mind...THATS A rare thing in this day and age, when we have Our society goin straight for the Appearance...(and by 'appearance' I mean 'what-you-can-colour-your-hair-and how much-you-can-spend-on-'cool'-accessories-and-funky-'cool'-shit to 'enhance' it...)
I say BAH!

To answer your querry...we decided to do a quick protection ritual after we took "The Establishing Shot"...(here)



You can see The one single shot was littered with 'Orbs'...Now, I know when to make sure the windows are locked at night..and so, with all extra senses heightened, and proof that we have ALWAYS dealt with in our photos...( I have more if you are REALLY interested...) A very simple protection ritual (really...literally 10 minutes...) makes sure those 'windows' stay shut...Catch my drift?

It ALL depends where your beliefs and path begins ands ends, I suppose....I generally do not talk about this sort of thing in these types of posts...(Belief and Skepticism do not mix)

But I see that you are an avid 'Darko' fan...So perhaps you are more 'open' (?) than some...

I find anyone that is curious enough to ask to be very interesting themselves...Another 'bird' always comes along, flys down, and lands on you...Catch my drift?

SS

[Edited on Apr 03, 2005 5:42AM]

HUGS!

cuuuuurse.
*hug* i'm sorry you're lonely. i used to feel that way a lot.

i'm jealous of myself seriously. she's so completely rad.
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i made a little man figure out of wire like that once,
word of warning.. never bend it with teeth, they crack.
slick move on my part. real slick.
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that movie kid is DAMN CREEPY.
really cool drawing as well.

frank is rad. when are you going to finish him?

that kid is freakyfreakyfreaky looking. i'll have to watch that movie now.