stuzzy

I've been feeling really mixed up and broken inside since saturday night. I have been having a rough time lately with some things in my life and I think I even fooled myself into thinking they weren't affecting me as bad as they were. What nobody knows is that i had a sort of mini-breakdown saturday night after the event. It wasn't the event itself but a culmination of many things in my life that hit me at once and threw me over the edge. It was triggered by a Firefly episode of all things (curse you Joss Whedon). If I upset people, I didn't neccesarily mean to and I'm sorry.