sturanium_235

im upset with people in my life. i'm weary of catering to demands.



my kitchen is so fucked up disgusting right now that i don't know where to start cleaning or where to vomit during said cleaning.

Internet works again. I'lll be right back.


anyways... internerd's been out and i've been damn busy. this week i have a friend from washington staying with me as well as the arrival of my ENTIRE family to come watch the baptism of my baby niece. im broke. mad broke. i'm hungry as fuck and nursing nicotine withdrawls. nic fiits are ugly. please mail me all...
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clean house

update time..... To Hunter S, have a good trip, man.

3 beers deep (4:10pm)
Today, i decided to skip class, start drinking at noon, get high, and clean my disgusting house. shouldn't have skipped, but......fuck it. ha ha ha "but fuck it".


5 beers and a mini bottle of Gromoff deep (5:15pm)
I live right across the street from a preschool. A minute ago, just...
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this rain is such an asshole.

kicked it with the hollowpoints tonight. i know way too many bands for a person who doesn't play a musical instrumet.........



sleep time. i really got a lot of shit to say........... i'll update later 'today'/


tonight is my man brandt's birthday and the party's theme is the letter b. you get a party gift if you make your costume a compound 'b' letter word,...
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four wheels to reality.

i hate art. i hate everything entailed in the word 'art' itself. i hate the people who create art. i hate artistic arrogance and the idea that your personal opinion deserves to be interpreted by the art community's audience. i hate the art community's audience. hate is such a powerful word, and i feel like i'm maturing because i can say it with upmost honesty.

sometimes when i drink too much and my emotions start overwhelming me i send ridiculous text messages to people who don't really deserve to have to deal with me when i'm acting like a fool.



but no matter how impersonal i try to be, i still need to know that you're ok.

i wish i could carry your burden in my teeth for a day so you could have one when you didn't have to bear it. your strength is astronomically awe-inspiring.