Today was much of the same... Nothing unsual. Work was not terrible but it kills me to have a plastic smile and make small talk when all you want to do is sit down read a book and let the world melt away for a couple of hours... Yet, paying for school and rent wont allow me such a luxury... Such is life. Met an intresting girl today though and did actually bring a REAL smile to my face for a few minutes... I was surprised that we actually had a conversation... I enjoyed it... I guess there is some hope left for me : )
    
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