stuffed_primate

I really hate my job... I protect an office building filled with lawyers. There is no concept of respect and decency to fellow human beings... When I finish school and get a real job... I hope I don't become a self absorbed (ok... more then I already am) person who really don't give a shit about anything that is beyond the obtuse view they take...
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I saw my best friend today... She came down from Oceanside... we talked about he dumbest things on the planet... we shopped... we hugged... and boy does she love to eat... her soul is a part of mine and vice versa...I don't get to see her enough but still... the short time that we do spend together is heaven...

Thinking...
thinking about the things I didn't say...about the things I did... about the things I didn't do... fuck, I hate thinking too much... I think about those I loved and have lost in my life... and I look back with a lot of regret. So I must ask myself have a lead a good life and have I loved as much as I possibly...
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I survived my birthday... No suffering... cutting of the wrists... or jumping off la jolla cliffs... darn... the saving grace of the day... the gf bought me a new super duper pair of docs! : ) Whee!

Hey it's my b-day!!! Woohoo! Let me go slit my wrists! Just kidding... that's just way too much of a mess...hmmm...how about a header right into the pacific ocean?... with a pocket full of stones??? BTW thanks INDIE for the birthday greetting : )

Slips of the tongue...
I was talking to my bud nick... she and I have a crush on each other but we're both in realtionships and we try to avoid the subject as much as possible... Well, anyway she I were talking on the phone discussing our preference on how to eat oreos... I like to eat the cream and she loves to eat the...
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Today was much of the same... Nothing unsual. Work was not terrible but it kills me to have a plastic smile and make small talk when all you want to do is sit down read a book and let the world melt away for a couple of hours... Yet, paying for school and rent wont allow me such a luxury... Such is life. Met an...
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To see the frat boys all dressed like they just came out of a fred durst look a like contest... it made me laugh... do they realize they aren't the individauls that they claim or wish they were?... they are a part of the herd... living life in a haze of ignorance in regards to the real word... They feel safe within the ivory tower...
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