ahhhh my first father's day has come and gone. it was a good day. we drove down to columbus to hook up with my little brother and Pop. Logan was great it was his first real road trip... he made me proud. Other than that things have been rocking right along. Chelle and I are trying to get a routine down. work is going ok they are not talking about firing one of us anymore not they want to just cut our hours. so not i am kinda stressing out because i am thinking of how i am going to provide for my family if my shit gets cut. we are barely making it now. I just have to keep telling myself it will all work out the way it is suposed to. I have been out of it the past few weeks spacing out and just forgeting shit... which sucks cause it has been pissing Chelle off on top of me just not being there 100% the few week or so. i was in shock i guess i have gotten a lot better but she was really upset with me and didn't say anything until after i was doing better so now i am walking on eggshells not wanting to let her down again.
