ohhhhh what a crazy week and a half. so the shower went well and we did get alot of the stuff we needed. Chelle and I have been working our ass off getting things ready for Logan. We are less than a month from our due date. I am so excited but scared shitless too. It is looking more and more like one of us is getting the ax at work. I wish that i could feel ok about things but i have so much more than just chelle and myself to worry about. I have my son to think of now too and there is nothing he could do to help himself. he didn't even ask to be born. I just hope karma watches out for us. I try and be a good person and do things the best that i can. so i hope things will work out the best. Thanks you to everyone who has been texting and asking how we are doing i will try to be better about posting. 