stuck_e

OK so i'm depressed, and i hate that shit. It's crazy that I can put up with so much shit but once one thing no matter how small gets under my skin I crumble. I am happy to be back in atlanta, and I look forward to hanging out with the whole SG Atl Group more, but the lack of a job is really getting me down. One of the main reasons we moved back was so we would be closer to my brother-in-law who is in late stage AIDS, and being in Columbus wasn't good in case we were needed. Well I am glad we made the move, we have been at Crawford Long since last Thursday, and Mike was able to go home yesterday afternoon. And while not being employeed comes in handy when we are needed in the hospital, our funds are super tight. I am getting ready to sell all my comics just so we can pay bills. I have had a good number of leads for work but something just doesn't want to fit, I have gotten turned down for every one of them and I am really stressed out. my back is against the wall now and I am about to pull my hair out. I know I could go get a min. wage job or at some fast food pace, but that is not gonna help us, I need to be able to pay for shit so Chelle can be with her brother. We all know we don't have a lot of time left with him and I want her to have the chance that I didn't with my Mom. I don't think that is too much to ask.