stryka

Please forgive my pain killer induced rambling, consider that the warning label!!!

Love should give you butterflys, but not make you feel like your drowning. Love should be able to sit in silence listening to crickets. Love should be able to sit face to face w/ no boundaries. Love should be vaulnerable. Love should be trust, even if you are scared shitless.

I once though I was in love. Maybe I was. And then I though I would never ever love again. Actually, I thought that for years. (mother to child love excluded, platonic love excluded)


I think I spent way to many years in a situation that convinced me love was something horrible. That it was about gut wrenching pain, or had to be all consuming. It used to be I couldn't live without this, now I think it may be, this could be part of what makes me smile for the rest of my life.

It's not about passion. Though that's nice. It's not about control. It's not even about agreeing w/ each other about everything/anything. I don't know what it's about, But I kind of think I might be rewriting that part of my brain slowly. And I kind of think, it will be a very strange journey.