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I think that this may be the worst time of year for me...I love being outside in spring and summer...getting home, working on the yard and the garden...maybe taking the boat out fishing...
I missed out on fall this year because I worked so many hours
My routine now is get up, shower, brush my teeth, and go to work...work...work... work...get bitched at about work.....work....come home...get bitched at some more....work...pay bills...wonder how to cover the bills....get the youngest to bed....finally relax....oh shit...23:30....time to not get enough sleep and start over again....
and then there is Sunday...6:30 am...knee jerk myself out of bed...realize I don't work...go back to sleep...half heartedly try and take care of a few things at home...don't accomplish a damn thing...try and relax...damn it 23:30 again...here we go again....