Okay I'm back, not that anyone really missed me.

I've been spending the last four months getting reaquinted with myself which at 30 can take a while. If you look at my pics you'll see what's been occupying most of my time.

After surviving the demise of an 11 year marriage I quickly found a new love. My best friend of two years. During my marriage he was my best friend and someone who I went to with all my problems. After my husband and I split up it only took a few weeks to realize he was the man I was meant to spend the rest of my life (which that in itself is a laugh considering I swore if I ever divorced I find myself a good woman.)

I believe that everything happens for a reason however I really wish I had met him years ago. I can honestly say, I've never been happier then I am right now. I've never been loved and adored that way I am right now. I can't wait until my divorce is final so that I can marry him and we can spend the rest of our lives together.

Its funny how we convince ourselves of things. For the past eleven years I tried to convince myself that I was happy all along being completely miserable. Who know happiness could some so naturally. I still have my bad days but no regrets. I finally feel at peace with myself and all of the decisions I made in my life. My mistakes have made me the person I am today ...come to find out I'm not half bad...