I hate crying. I know I should probably get used to it, considering the way my life is going right now, but it still manages to find a way to sneak up on me when I really should see it coming. Like when emailing my ex, for example. Or seeing babies, toddlers and pregnant women everywhere I go and... Read More
Im depressed. Yes there are reasons, but I shant go into them now, beyond saying that everything always seems to crash down around me all at the same time.My love life (or lack thereof) is up shit creek, Im about to have an operation that will either be "not so bad" or "fucking terrible for months" according to someone whose had the same op three... Read More
I've been meaning to write a nice long blog all about my summer so far, but considering something's fucked up, SG will no longer allow me to upload photos from my cellphone, so there's no way of showing you all how beautiful some days have been. So here is the alternative...
For once in my life, I actually have a plan for the next year of my life. I've never planned that far ahead, the furthest would be 6mths and even then, it wasn't me that came up with the plan. And though this one also seemed to fall into place by itself (at least the start of it), it's still MY plan. I cant believe... Read More
thanks.. send me your messenger infoim always up to talk or chit chat im feeling a little better though i talked to a friend on the phone and it helped calm me down a bit. thanks for offering the shoulder every shoulder is helpfull and always needed and wanted.
Hey everyone, thanks for all your support Audition went well, job interview went even better, so fingers crossed.
I was s'posed to be shooting right now, but unfortuntely, Rob is with other work, so we've had to reschedule til Tuesday. But this time I've warned him that I won't accept any excuses. It's not the money I'm concerned about, it's the creative aspect I miss,... Read More
It's supposedly the last day of spring and its raining. Not pissing down rain, just lots of low cloud and constant light rain, the kind that would be nice and refreshing if it was hot, but as its not, is just depressing. It just makes me think of sunny days on the Gold Coast with my man. It doesnt help that if he was still... Read More
OK guys, bear with me, this is going to be quite a rant...
So I'm checking my facebook today (who isn't on facebook these days?) and notice that my agents (Im an aspiring actress) have FINALLY put up pictures of all us women (the men have been on there for months, and there's even a fancy slide show of them). So I check it out,... Read More
I had a girlfriend ask me to move in after 2 months, actually it might have been less. I really liked her too, but that was like... "whoa, what?"
And yeah, I get what you're saying about the routine and being there every week. I sort of feel like if I couldn't be a real parent to him/her, offer that stability, I would just step-out. Maybe that sounds bad, I don't know... I don't mean to give excuses for dead-beat fathers like mine. I just don't think I could ever handle being a part-time dad, I'd rather let someone else be a full-time one.
I think i just figured out why my set was declined...it seems there have been quite a few sets comin through since that have involved picnics or food in general, so perhaps that was where I went wrong...anyone got any original suggestions for a theme for the next set?
Any ideas, however radical, would be much appreciated - what would you, the viewers, like to... Read More
WARNING: EXTREME SENTIMENTALITY FOLLOWS
Im single again. I hate it. Especially seeing as I cannot possibly hate him in any way for how it turned out. OK, so we'd only been seein each other for 2 months, but that 2 months was so intensely good, it was a shock to th system. I'm used to guys who dont communicate well, guys who are afraid of... Read More
Sometimes when short term relationships end it is more heartbreaking !! ! !! Because you hadn't lived together and fought and experienced the downs. When I was with my boy for about two months he was going to leave meto move to London (didn't end up happening) but I was heartbroken
We have since broken up about a fortnight ago - on good terms! We're friends
You'll be OK hun I'm so sorry to hear the bad news though
**hugs**
im feeling a little better though i talked to a friend on the phone and it helped calm me down a bit. thanks for offering the shoulder every shoulder is helpfull and always needed and wanted. 
Audition went well, job interview went even better, so fingers crossed.
How are you anyway? X.