Day 2 of my Social Experiment and so far I can proudly say I've become less irritated and depressed yet I miss talking to FARBTUPFER, Issue_, Katerina, Kraven, Amesiella, CFQ, Dokurochan, bearnked, _Zeus_, Blossom, Zepp, kasskore , Dang, Shyla, kg_, Rorschach and watching Greggster's entertaining loveline webcam show every saturday.
These are possibly the very people who are worth going to S.G. chat for.

I've been having conflicting problems whether or not the 48 dollars was worth joining that site and being part of something cool and trying to make a name for myself but as once quoted in a CSI episode: "It takes years to build a reputation but it takes only seconds to destroy one."

Hopefully by March It won't be so bad yet the only thing bothering me right now is the economy fucking up and it's effect now on my workplace.

There's a strong possibility I might be out of a job because the war is over and there's going to be lack of production in repairing and making nets. there's no new contracts nor are they letting us have the resources to repair them. we are stuck with our limitations and it's a more major problem with me because If i'm out of a job I'll have no place else to go.

Wanting to join Chatters someday is now the least of my problems right now since I might be poor again, the only thing that can save me is either a new contract from my supervisors to keep the jobs of me and hundreds of people going in our establishment or another job and hopefully something I can enjoy, And I don't want to keep relying on monthly social security checks to keep solving my financial problems. I'll be lucky if I get Street Fighter IV and Resident Evil 5 this year.

Now for your viewing Pleasure I leave you with a beautifully made song by Gackt called "Mizerable"



Enjoy.

-David