This is from one of my classic blogs on Myspace but I felt it should be something to be shared since many of us ponder on this particular subject:

At times many of us question our existence and how impactful it may become to others. other times when we Unintentionally hurt a person we aren't sure how to make things right with that individual, we know we don't mean to hurt the person (depending on the situation.) but we do regardless. and are given some sort of Guilt-trip in our consciousness.

I have Enemies and "Frienemies" in my life that keep making me ask myself "They did all these Evil and Terrible things and yet everyone keeps on loving them??" But at the same time I ask myself that exact same question since Although I've done alot of things That I'm not proud of, That I feel I'm in some shape or form redeeming myself with Marlana.

There will always be people who just want to keep reminding us we aren't worth a damn but how do we become contridictory to their actions and claims?

Like the X-Men I might be trying to Justify my Existence to a world that doesn't want me and that could be the case with me and Marlana Since we were both lost and without purpose before we met each other, We never met people of the opposite sex that were kind or considerate to our thoughts, feelings and keep reminding us how our extistence offends them somehow.

This is a Quote James Cameron once said in an interview long ago when he did the movie Terminator 2: Judgement day.

"The message of the film is about the Value of Human Life and that no matter how you view yourself or how others view you, your existence may have great value in the future."

This is an old song from the Offspring called "Meaning of Life" Listen closely to the lyrics because it has a message about walking your own path and trying to find some sort of meaning to it.



Meaning Of LIfe Lyrics:

On the way
Trying to get where I'd like to say
I'm always feeling steered away
By someone trying to tell me
What to say and do
I don't want it
I gotta go find my own way
I gotta go make my own mistakes
Sorry man for feeling
Feeling the way I do

On yeah, Oh yeah
Open wide and they'll shove in
Their meaning of life
Oh yeah, Oh yeah
But not for me I'll do it on my own
Oh yeah, Oh yeah
Open wide and swallow their meaning of life
I can't make it work your way
Thanks but no thanks

By the way
I know your path has been tried and so
It may seem like the way to go
Me, I'd rather be found
Trying something new
And the bottom line
In all of this seems to say
There's no right and wrong way
Sorry if I don't feel like
Living the way you do

-end of song-

-David