Well I have a job now. I start work this coming Wednesday at...midnight into Thursday morning at 6. Then Thursday 6PM-Friday 6AM, Friday 6PM-Saturday 6AM, and Saturday 6PM-Sunday 6AM. After that I don't go back to work till Wednesday at midnight. This is at Tyson working on 18 wheelers, and with time I'll become a Class A mechanic. So it is a good thing to get into, because I'll be learning a trade. I think starting pay is 9.50 and after the first 90 days I get a raise. I really wanted the other schedule though. The other was the same hours except it was Sunday through Wednesday. Which means I'll never be seeing anyone, which sucks monkey nuts. But they did say that after my first 90 days I could more then likely switch to the other one. I hope so. This also means I won't be going to see MSI like I have been planning. Sucks let me tell you. I won't be seeing much of her which sucks so much ass. Or my family for that matter. ugh
I just want a hug right now, or to just lay down and cuddle. For some reason I feel pressure building up within me and I don't want to burst like I used to. I'm trying to control it. Working these hours will basically push me back to being the guy who sits in his room all day alone...except this time it's because no one will be around when I'm here. ugh.
I hate it when piss tests take an hr just to get me in there. Especially when I've had to piss 2 hours before that. God damnit.
