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I only have all day today and then I can get my license back! Fucking awesome. Then on Thursday I'm driving to Connecticut to go to my friend sarai's party. Her friends parents are leaving till Sunday, so it should be very intresting.
I can only assume a lot of will be going on.

Lately I have been feeling down for some reason. I beleive it is linked to the tension between Dave and myself lately. Although I won't let it get me down to far. Or at least I won't express it.

Ugh..on top of that bullshit, I've been feeling this incredible void within myself. I've been feeling quite alone and hollow. I usually feel this way all spring..but it seems to taking affect a little late this year. I just sit and think about absolutly nothing and everything all at once. Lately my mind seems to go back and forth about my trust issue. Do I continue to not really give people the chance or do I give them another chance? But everytime I give trust another chance, I find myself wishing I didn't. What to do what to do?

My new song obssesion is Mudvayne's All That You Are. I can't get enough of this song!

I think thats all I have for now. Back to reading a very good article on H.H. Holmes.