Anyway, I guess I'll update everyone on the situation that I talked about in my last post. It's been an additional 3 months or so (god, so long) since she broke up with me. We're totally cool with each other, we've hung out a little since I came home for summer. I can't say that I don't still find her to be one of the most wonderful girls I've ever met. I mean, we still have a great friendship, we're still attracted to each other.
The problem is... well... she got a buzz cut. I'll give you one guess what that means.
This has, however, shed some light on the true reasons for the breakup. Yes she may have been bored, perhaps I didn't care enough, that could have been reconciled. The fact is, around our year anniversary, she started thinking something like "Shit, a year? I don't even like penises."
So yeah, she may be a lesbian, she may not. She finds guys attractive, but she can't deal with cocks, apparently. She finds girls attractive, but she hasn't been all up in a vag yet, so there's no telling at this point. I'm (secretly) hoping she finds out that she just doesn't like giving oral... to anyone. Honestly, I've never met anyone like her. Maybe I'm still naive at 20 y/o, but I think she and I could have a future. Whatever, in the meantime, I just need some action.