new tattoo.
now if i only had a camera to take a picture of it to show you.
its amazing sean.
i think you'd like it.
haha dear sean.
im writing you well because you're the only one to read this anyways.
so how are you?
im doing better.
much better.
getting caught up.
not dealing with drama anymore.
so thats good.
still hungry.
but... Read More
so boring.
i hate work.
i hate anything right abt now.
im doing tons of photography which is great.
but its not my camera.
so that sucks.
im buying one in november.
im "basically" hired for 3 weddings next year.
so thats exciting.
i just hope i do a good job. you know?
im hungry.
but i need to lose weight.
so im not eating... Read More
my trusty roommate/bestfriend got mad at me for lying to her so i didnt hurt her.
and moved out.
not is dating my crush.
and is trying to turn all my friends against me.
just terrific.
im just glad i no longer have to live with her.
friday sept 2- went to numbers. danced my butt off. wished john wouldve gone. went to katz with josh, roland(cutie), keke, devon, jourden, 2 girls i dont know. had one of the best veggie sandwichs ever. and took pictures with everyone in one of the boys stalls of their restroom. great times.
saturday sept 3- went downtown with keke and shawn to go see... Read More
my sidekick/roommate decided it was time to re-do our hair. so wednesday before 1415 we bleached chunks of my hair and made them purple. and we bleached the black out of her hair and made hers red. hers is crazy awesome but mine just wasnt enough for me. i wanted it to be noticeable. so yesterday we went home and bleached more... Read More
it seems like there are a ton of boys in my life.
that i have all these boys and what not. but the truth is. boys know when a girl is either taken or seriously into someone else. and then they come out of the woodwork. its true.
and i have finally taken the highest number of boys to like me at once (whihc happenes... Read More
no really i understand.
you dont see me.
im left standing here.
chest open.
blood pouring out.
tears running down my cheeks.
if only you knew.
how much you wouldve had.
if only you could see me still.