strangernureyes

it seems like there are a ton of boys in my life.
that i have all these boys and what not. but the truth is. boys know when a girl is either taken or seriously into someone else. and then they come out of the woodwork. its true.

and i have finally taken the highest number of boys to like me at once (whihc happenes to be 5) down to one boy. and im so afriad that now that i am going to persue liking him and only him that hes going to turn on the boy sense and stop talking to me.

it happened with one of the five. i was trying to see what would happen with him and as soon as i started really liking him and thinking abt pushing the others away he just up and stoped talking to me.

i dont know if the boy i have decided to go with even likes me, or if he could even like me.

but i know i want a few things. i want a boy to go to the shows with me and enjoy them as much as me.
i want a hopeless romantic. i want somebody who doesnt just want a girl for the night. but a girl to stay around for while. i want a boy who is old enough to be mature. but young enough to still be a geek. i want these things. and i think the one i have finally decided on, is a boy like this.

all the other boys are nice but not the ones i want to even be with. so from now on when i talk abt boys. it'll be this one. all others that enter my life have no chance. because for some odd reason. i really want to see if things would/will work out with this boy.