strangebirdsir

ok.. so i hav a third interview with this company today. hopefully it will be the final and they'll tell me i have the job.. it would be a big step up from the shit hole i work in now... i can't be there anymore. it is like highschool...

all i want to do is play music and not have to worry about a stupid...
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ok. so this weekend sucked.. my girlfriend never got me anything for valentines. she just put $50 with a Heart on it on my dresser... THanks.. Lots of thought there.. its ok.. i'll use it.. ha ha... so

i'm having problems naming my band... its sort of a hardcore/emo/sad/crazy thing... think saetia/cursive/hiretsukan/the jazz june....

well so far i've thought of some: "boys kissing birds"..."truth held"......
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valentine parade.

i am in love with suicide girl Mary...

i want to marry her, shhhh don't tell my girlfriend.

so everything is good, i sent my girlfriend white roses at work. she loved them. everyone was jealous..
and i got her music and ice cream and we're going to the movies.. and i'm making dinner.. i'm so great..

i get my stuff tomorrow... i...
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and every night i think i'm going to die..

why the fuck won't you touch me.. am i not good enough?

i'm good enough for you to fuck around on me. but not good enough for you to kiss..


god i hate thinking about this every second of the day.

i'll say it a thousand times, i want nothing to do with you anymore.. what you have done to me is beyond repair...

We built a home for forgiveness.. sometimes i think that is all we had..

i couldn't take walking into that room again and knowing this is the rest of my life...

please don't kill me.