strangebirdsir

i don't know why i always seem to mention this in my entries... i really have a huge crush on Mary... oh my god.. i don't know what it is... i want her to be on the cover of my bands cd....

so anyway... i'm torn a little.. i've been with my girlfriend for quite a while almost a year and a half.. we've lived together for one year ... it is her birthday in a few days.. i'm going to get her Diamond Earrings.. i think that is a great gift.. i hope she appreciates it..

she never appreciates anything i do.. she is not considerate of me at all .. i think she is to worried about herself.. i understand that right now her life is a little fucked.. she is going through some stuff in her head.. and she really doesn't talk about it with me..

i try but all i get from her is "i hate my life" that makes me sad.. so.. i don't know what to do..

SG is so cool.. i thought it was just a stupid porn site.. it is totally MOC but with mary.. ha ha..

ok.. thanks everyone.. any response is desired.