strangebirdsir

ok.. so on 05/15/03 my girlfriend and i broke up... the reasons she gave me were sincere and thought out and i honestly believed her...

She stated that our relationship was too comfortable, we didn't try anymore. we are not growing as people and she needed to make some changes in her life. and she hoped i did too... and so on and so forth...(the way she said it was great)

so i woke up the next day. still feeling wierd that the girl that i have lived with for over a year isn't my Girlfriend any more...and we went to work(Same building) and came home.. i went out for sushi with my friends and when i came home she was being the biggest bitch in the world.. telling me how i have to leave the apt. and that she hates me and well just the most awful things you could ever hear from someone you shared your life with.. then i started to get mad and raise my voice.... she got up walked over to me and sat on me and cried... she didn't stop for hours.. it got pretty bad...... she was trying to be mean to make me not like her... or something...

so days go by.. we are working on being friends.. because it is easy to float around in a relationship and not be friends.. so we talked for hours about stuff. and then yesterday we hung out together.. it was fun.. then last night when we got home we layed in bed holding eachother and talked a lot..

she wants to be with me. but she doesn't know how she is feeling from one day to the next. i think she wants to get some help..and try to work on herself a little... but this makes me feel a lot better... it was normal again. and this morning when i woke up i didn't feel like there was a piece of me that was missing..(as cliche as it sounds) it is true..

so i hope things are looking up from here.... i'm out.