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this weekend is going to be busy. Fine with me. I start to feel strange when I have to look for things to do. I'd rather be overwhelmed than not.

(That's the bi-polar manic type 2 affective primary diagnosis the medical professionals are trying to understand)!

The film shoot is going well.
my gear is working and the learning curve isn't too steep.
(it's been...
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wed night/ this week is dragging...

and

the devil makes work for idle hands!
ARRR!!!
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how do you put friend pics on your profile? mine are all good to look at so...

another ? except I just forgot it. uhhm...

short term memory whatever
ARRR!!!
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Oh is it the weekend? Am I supposed to go prowling around the city at night looking for my future ex-wife?
Or would I be better of just lounging. But where am I to lounge? I think I'm craving some excitement but the funds are low at the moment...? ARRR!!!
missfortyfive:
what about hitting up South Grade coffee shop eh ? Always some cool cats up there. And you're right St.Louis has nouthing to tap into ... you just half to make you're own thing.

We (Wicked Pixel Cinema ) didn't do the 48 hour fest. right now we are all tied up with DEADWOOD PARK ... a new movie that will shoot late this year. For this movie I'm co-writing/production designer/documentary maker ... weee very busey tongue but I love it !!
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I love the titles of some of the junk mail I get. Some of it's nasty. But some of it is sad: "do you want to get laid tonight"? -of course or "do you want to see this or do you want to see 19 year old what's her name give her first so an so"? and I'm thinking if I honestly looked forward to...
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wed:
Hmmm..... naaaah, not a snob, it's true. I'm had quite the same reaction some times ago, I was member of that online dating website (I know, pathetic..) and seeing how people were acting (like butchers looking for easy meat without caring about humans being behind that flesh), I just quit and went back to real life.

Don't read others pseudo-sexual life, take concern about you! smile
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Hot today, no problem, the right shades always seem to help. You gotta get the shoes right too.

Unfortunatly there are a few questionable trasnactions on my credit card so I'll be skint this week. That's alright 'cause I'll just be that much more restless next week!
ARRR!!!
Casinos and strip clubs are bad places to take friends with no money. I'm too damn generous. mad
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great weather today
have to get out
hang out
find out
if I'm going to take a job from
a hip hop producer who doessn't have it all
together
I really need the money
but who doesn't

In completly unrelated news, even though breking up with my gitlfriend was the right thing in the long run I'm missing the good stuff and you know the...
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wed:
Ooooh yes... regretting good thing and the SEX after a breakup... sometimes lead us to contact again ex again whatever when the hormones speak...
missfortyfive:
Ello luv

FINALLY some time to sit down and write you proper !
To answer an old question I'm with Wicked Pixel Cinema hear in St.Louis check us out at : wickedpixel.com
Next time we shoot I'll have you come out if you want ... so you can meet evertone biggrin

I'm glad you liked the pictures ... my first set was turned down ... so I'll be shooting a new one soon !!! hopefully the next one takes and I can be in the pink !!!! whatever

Where do you hang out at in St.Louis ?
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yeah, I know motivation comes and goes.

I just blew a bunch of money (you don't want to know on what) and I've got to correct the situation.

Again. My use and abuse is too much, but I've still got some determination left. Keep fighting.
ARRR!!!
someone tell me something good.
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why does motivation come and go?

I'm in one of those lazy periods.



I was doing some audio work for an independant film make and didn't get much sleep for three days and then I had a VERY WILD weekend so I guess I do it to myself.
wed:
It's maybe when you give too much, you're strained and your body and mind don't simply want to do anything... Well, I guess.

I'm back to day job after 2 weeks of holidays spent working on freelance project. I have to find motivation too whatever
welcome2thedawn:
i'm in lazy mode too. it sucks...i just don't feel like doing...well...much of anything. whatever
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relentless storms every day.

It doesn't bother me.

Still, I need to get out so It's that coffee shop thing. The golf on TV is making me crave caffine.