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slit open...acid spilling, cut out the empty drilling, filling my mind with bile from the insane side of a smile, while i sit and cry waiting to fly, sky purple wings, dreaming of things not to be i see the knife and wish for nothing but to be without life, on time, feeling the slime on the edge of devils chimes sounding loundly like screams ...like screams

you dissapeer
cold hands feeling the flesh of my body
i could keep you if you died
lips swollen, and bleeding
i molested my inner workings to hear you again

AND I FEEL ALONE

your never around when i need you
trickle lines of blood from soft curls
i didnt mean to...
you didnt mean to hurt me

THE SOUND OF...HATE
i love you

confusion of the monster left behind
winding down you pull my intestines around
set me off ready to tear a new hole in the wall
music, my sanctuary

WHERE IS MY SANCTUARY

you ----ed him and your lying
tearing my mind into a thousand hands
pushing you down into a large abyss
endless like my eyes

CAN YOU SEE ME