str82hell

Thanks for the uplift. ( It's nice to know somebody else writes long comments...I feel less alone.)

Working at Arts Club has it's moments and Marsha's pretty open to suggestions to a limit. But, I've been the regular stage crew guy there (On and off ) for years. So, I'm kind of stuck inside the politics more than I'd like to be at times.

I'm just finding right now a missing feeling due more to being a local guy for so long. What I used to do,Touring from venue to venue setting up a show had a different excitement of it's own ( Though, there is a bit of loneliness that's really tough on the heart at times.)

Being a local crew guy now that my seniority has risen. I find most of the fun usually comes from putting myself into situations where I have to stretch my knowlege and abilities and doing something different. Which is what film was for me. ( No production up until now has sent me a gift for working on it. And it really makes me wish I'd gotten a car happening again and moved out into T.V. and Film.) So, that's the goal for the new year.

I'm still very alkward around beautiful women so any guy who isn't I'm kind of envious of....