EEK! Today was so nerve racking for some reason.
I'm not very active on Facebook, I use it for business purposes but not even that much. It makes me nervous. It reminds me of high school. I can't be honest on there without someone having to prove that their opinion is more valid than mine, instead of just having a normal fucking discussion like adult. It's a pissing contest. Yes, SuicideGirls is very much "competition" between hopefuls and whatnot. But not even. Not even really. You think it would be, especially from the outside. But I LOVE these girls. I celebrate when they turn pink, I support them and I want to know them. I have more REAL friends because of SG than I do in my day to day life. This is a place I can be honest.
So, when I saw the contest posted this morning my stomach was like "HOLY CRAP CONTESTS ARE SCARY MAN". I'm so thankful that they chose me as one of the 12 hopefuls to be in, but I just saw the word "Contest" and blegh. Got nervous. It's so exciting. I feel like I'm so close to my dream, and even if I don't get the 2500 shares by Wednesday I'm super stoked because it's kind of a step forward. It's getting my name out there more, more exposure. I don't really think this contest will make me pink, but I sincerely hope that it helps one of the girls!
One day closer to my Seattle and Portland trip! I may be going for drinks with the beautiful @praesepe , which I cannot be more excited for. @Ituit released some photograph previews for my next set "Feathers in the Wind" which will be in Member Review soon enough!
THERE YOU HAVE IT! These are the only preview I'm posting until it's close to the date, so soak up the purple-ness while you can ;D Hehe.
Thank you so much to everyone for your support on FAE IN THE FOREST , and for every single one of you that have comments and shared pictures. I couldn't be more happy!
I suppose that's all for today :) I'm hopefully going to have enough time to post a hopeful set blog tomorrow.
Love!
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