another sunny day with no where to go. roomates sleeping as they stayed up all night. i went to bed early for the first time in a long time (12pm) and woke up this morning a little sicker than usual.
the empty room im sitting in just reminds me of all the other holes in my life. i can't play muisc becuase i don't want... Read More
so, i got my pens. have already made a couple of drawer-ings and am happy with the width of the felt for once. might go driving tonight. oh, i got my pens, got half way home on my skateboard, opened the package to draw a red skull and cross bones on my arm and found out that the red didn't work! its also a very... Read More
new day. sunnny outside for a change. just my luck that the last few weeks i was getting along perfect with k and then the day before the weather turns nice again *poof*
every summer has sucked since i was a kid. either someone dies, someone leaves me, i get hurt phys.
las tnight i burnt my own eyeball with a lighter by accident. i... Read More
smoking as usual this morning. trying to make myself forget about my love for k (what ill call her). haven't talked to her in days. she says she wants to start a new life without me. she was my best friend and now it seems there is no hope. everytime this happens i tell my self there is no hope and then the same thing... Read More
watching a scary movie with my brother. been putting it off all day now. not because i don't want to watch a movie, or not hang out with him, but because nothing seems to interest me right now. i wish i had some acid and razor blades. oh, i got mini-sips at the store, all flavors. fucking mini-sips
i like it so far. there seem to be a lot of interesting people on this site. good community is important for relation. i am looking forward to the exper. points i can gather from this.
ps: thanks for being my first comment. see you in numbers and letters
lonely as hell. updating for no reason at all. probably just to listen to myself type. i like the sound of my clicking keyboard. it sounds like insects. im deathly afraid of and very interesting in parasites and bugs. ive gotten my heart broken again. everytime i decide to trust another woman they leave me for fear of commitment. i thought that was the typical... Read More