lonely as hell. updating for no reason at all. probably just to listen to myself type. i like the sound of my clicking keyboard. it sounds like insects. im deathly afraid of and very interesting in parasites and bugs. ive gotten my heart broken again. everytime i decide to trust another woman they leave me for fear of commitment. i thought that was the typical guys line of duty. guess evryone is afraid of trusting now. were all going to fucking hell. to bad it isn't real 