stormee69

Hey all who reads this,

I was watching Radio with my husband tonite. And i came to relize a couple of things. Everyone has a dream, everyone has handicaps, some where out there someone is being judged for what they look like, sound like, talk like, etc. My dream is to become a Suicide Girl,to be a great mom of my 3 wonderful kids, to give my husband all of me: Mind, heart, body, and soul. I have the same dream as all of the hopefuls on here. So i will leave a postive comment on everyone i can to help them get one step closer to their dreams. Alot of people get the wrong impression when they hear Suicide Girls. They think it is a site for Girls who tried to commit suicide. I learned about Suicide Girls from my husband 5 years ago. One thing he taught me was that Suicide Girls are about many things: Beauty, respect, pride, family, love, dreams, tats, piercings, world united, miricles, upholding opinions and beliefs, loyalty, comfort with ones body, happiness, and a place where each and everyone of us can be our selfs. Alot of us have jobs we have to cover our tats, take out our piercings, act like a ladie, so on and so forth. But here we can just let it out. I have a good life with my husband and my kids. I have a dream to do this and i won't stop til i can make it happen. I met my husband in 2003 online. He sent me a im in yahoo telling me that my son was adorable and i was beautiful. i wrote him back and we got together. We were married in 2004. our daughter was born in 2005. Due to hard times and everything else. I knew my husband loved me. But in 2005 we had problems and my husband cut both wrist and took 120 aleve 220's and 80 motrin 500's. they said that the only reason he is still with me is because he played hockey for 7 years and paintball, and football, and everything else that his body conditioning was great. So his body rejected the pills and all he did was vomit. he was in the hospital for a week. I relized i never knew how far he would go to keep me till then. all my friends thought i was stupid for staying with him, but we are better now then we have been for 3 years. My husband has always had a saying. when i met hime he use to say his daughter Casey was his circle in life. When he put the ring on my finger he asked me if my son Cameron and i would fill that circle and make it solid so it would not crumble. i said yes. Now that we have Jazzmin he says she is the base of or circle, and that with her as our base our circle will never be able to shatter. I guess i am trying to say is we are all here for one thing. So lets help each other to make it happen. And if you forget what life is about watch these movies to put it into place.

Sweet November, Pay it Forward, I am Sam, Radio, Johnny Q, Angel Eyes, Pursuit of happiness, Walk to remember, i know there are more but right now its coming to a blank.

My husband and i had 2 songs for our wedding. daniel beddingfield: if your not the one, and phil collins: groovy kind of love. if you never heard these songs you should. maybe they fit you and your love one too.

Love you all,
Stormee
SG Hopeful.