stopsnitchin

Me:

I'm coming to ZEN and realizing that all I want in life is happiness and freedom. Yea, Justin, that is what everyone wants and you have always known that........................................enhhh wrong answer!

Want:

I want to go back to not wanting anything at all. I want to live my life like I was a kid again. I want to live life as if I want nothing: to not want a new PS2 game because I'm bored; a new girl because everyone I meet is not worth my time or disconnected to the real world; to not want to speed on the road because someone is not aware of the flow of the traffic; to not want to WANT something to take me away from the present!

I really think the older I get I simplify my life more and more and it seems I'm becoming less and less attached to every day life in U.S. society. Seriously, I'm thinking about giving up everything to start a whole new life somewhere different from everything I have been taught and lived by. It sounds absured to anyone reading this I'm sure......................but, have you ever seriously thought about dropping everything, saving the money you can and just leaving..................in all forms real I mean??? not pussying out on this, I mean real-out drop and leave not knowing where you end up? I have done it all my life and it is coming up again in the near future and I'm anxious to se where it takes me.