Ever get the feeling that a relationship is about to end and never does? I am not getting a good vibe from the woman (who I like to keep nameless due to her other relationship). She blew me off twice last weekend, granted she was sick, but we really don't get much time to see each other. Last time we sleep together was 5 weeks ago. She is on this medication that is fucking up her sex drive. Not to mention I have trust issues. I guess it is hard to trust someone who is cheating with you on someone else. Who's to say they aren't going to do the same thing to you. Guess I also need to check myself and remember, I am the other man. I really need to get out and find some new possibilities.

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