stokely706

In less the 30 mins I just drank a tall iced pepermint mocha and then a grande hot pepermint mocha from starbucks. I have to say I'm feeling VERY good right now. TO bad my head id begining to hurt....what could that be from....

I have dinner tonight with no only my Dad but Heather, Sawyer and Jo-Jo, heather's dad. I could have said no I don't want them to come but what is the point. CAffine combates sadness and upset feelings.

I want to talk about cancer right now but, I should get back to work and drink more water and pretend I'm happy or atleast okay.

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Howard, the strangest thing
Has happened lately
When I take a good swing
And all my dreams
They pivot and slip
I drop my fists and they're back
Laughing Howard
My intention's become not to lose what I've won
Ambition has given way to desperation and I
Lost the fight from my eyes

[chorus:]
Boxing's been good to me, Howard
Now I'm told, you're growing old
The whole time we knew
In a couple of years I'd be through
Has boxing been good to you?

Howard, I confess I'm scared and lonely and tired
They seem to think I'm made of clay
Another day, I'm not cut out for this
I just want to say, I say

[chorus]

Well sometimes I punch myself as hard as I can
Yelling nobody cares hoping someone will tell me how
Wrong I am

[chorus]

Has boxing been good
Has boxing been good to you?