stokely706

It really hit me yesturday how odd it is to have Sawyer around. I'm 21 and a triplet, which means I have two brothers my own age. Then when I was 3 my mom remarried and my first step dad had a son, who ironicly was the same as as me. So form age 3-11 I had three brothers the same age as me. Now 10 years later, I have another brother who is 21 years younger then me. When he is 18 I'll be 39....crazy. Also this means I've had every kind of brother besides adopted. Here are more pics of the little rock star. I'm still not sure it has fully hit me that he will be around for a long time. They think he has a nose like mine. Also I'm hoping he has freakles.









I took on the full time job at work and I get my pay increase and PTO starting money. My health ins starts at the beging of the year. I still have withdrawn form school, I just can't seem to make myself go down there. I guess I would rather fail then quit, I'm not a quiter.

I'm worrying more and more about Joe. He really hasn't been sleeping or when he does sleep it is at odd times and he sleeps through alarms and classes. I know it makes him feel bad and it really just sets his body up for a bad cycle. I'll see him in 15 days, for 4 days. It has been since Sept 24 since I saw him last and the last web cam chat has been a few weeks and I jsut miss his face. Everything is wearing thin and I can feel it and it makes me nerves. I know it will get better when I see him but untill then I don't want him or me to fall apart.

There are other things on my mind but I can't get them to my mouth.

In other news: I got the most awesome litter box today! It is self-cleaning, kind of. You just roll the litter box and it "scoops" the litter and puts the waste in a pull out tray and you never have to touch the litter. With two cats, I've been having a hard time keepign the box as clean as I should and this way I coudl do it everyday with out wasting liners.


Omega Self-Cleaning Litter Box