stokely706

Life has taken and interesting turn as of yesturday. I've been looking for a full time job so I can get benifits and afford meds and other treatments but I just wasn't coming up with anything so I just applied everywhere in hopes to just maybe get a second job. Well Tuesday I had an interview at Target and I had to pass a drug test and background check and I was hired (I know these things will come out fine, so I'm pretty much hired). I was all excited about it, haveing a job where I get to be fake happy and interact with people which is what I don't really do at my job at all. Also on Tueday I got a call from my Dad saying my step mom was goign to the hospital to have the baby, I was hopeign he was born on halloween but there was no such luck. Then I get to work on Wensday and check my e-mail and the boos tells me Rosalynn (whom I LOVE at the office) has put in her notice and will be goen by the 10th and she was wondering if I wanted to fill the intrum position till and new full time person can be found or if I wanted the position. So BOOM I can have a full time posotion with more pay, benifits, PTO, paid holidays and everythign that I'm really needing right now during my break and I could really save up some money for when I go back to school. Now where the problem comes in is I HATE the people at my office job. It is an office full of women most of them are older then me, or the one that are close to my age is an unwed mother and the new is a married new mom, and the next up is olde enought to be my mother....so you get the pic. I'm younger prettier and smarter then all these people, and I don't mean that in a big ego kinda way. I just have a freash mind and if I was to take this position I want to make some changes. But what is really comes down to is, should I have my soul die a little bit or work harder for no beifits and soem extra money. It is hard if you knew how these people make me feel.

Also This is my new brother, he was born witha mohawk, I keep telling everyone he is a rock star,