stokely706

It has been one of those days/weeks, and I feel like it will only get worse untill I get everything out of my system.

I'm stressed out, more then normal. I have a test thursday in one of my fav classes and I want to do well but I worry it will be like last time and I'll do a little below average and end up disapointed in myself.

I'm also stressed about moving, well not me moving so much as other people moving me and touching my things and losing control of the space around me.

I also went to my mom's house to feed the cat and I found beer in the frig, which upsets me more then anyone will really understand, and I found cards form this man I've never meet or heard of.

I have no idea how her realationship with my stepfather is going, I guess she is makeing the divorce final...who knows. I really never want to met this other man, I don't want to have deal with all that gettign to know another "father" thing.

I've been so stressed b/c of work I don't know what to do with myself. I've never felt so worthless and used in a place before. I feel like I'm just taking up space and I'm just floating and there is no real place for me. I'm sick of the fact that someone else is doing my job. Sick that this person is taking advantage of the situation and as a result I'm the one getting srewed over.

I really wanted to talk to someone today and get this stuff out and I wanted hugs, pets, kisses...