stitchy

SEE!! my hate mail really worked! i wrote that and got two beautiful days! i love it when the sun makes my ocean aqua-alabama-eyes-blue! ♥

at least the weather was awesome this weekend otherwise i really would have been fucked. i did some shopping & planted flowers in my garden, but spent most of it moping around. i got in a huge fight with someone and while i know none of the shit his drug-crazed mind made him yell at me is true, it still sent me into this depressed dark place. fucking phooey. double fucking phooey.

i can't wait for june to get here. april and may have pretty much sucked ass for me. like sucked major ass. my mom has really surprised me though. she has never been supportive of me in my entire life, but through all this shit, what with my friend dying, 102's health taking a nose dive & my fucked car & my fucked job... she hasn't said anything nasty to me & has been really encouraging. wtf?! maybe she's been watching dr. phil?

i'm giving up hard alcohol too. it's just no good for me. i've never been one to be able to drink that shit & remain sane. only bubbly and vino for mo from now on. yup. that's not such a bad world.