Saturday Jan 01, 2005

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So, the day of newyears eve was interesting. Where shal i start?

Ok i have an ex girlfriend who i have had recurrent dreams about. we finally got in touch, she is married. so that solves that problem.

Than my ex-gf/roommate bacame a huge pain in the ass, emotional nut job. well some of that is myfault, but only a small ammount. so i ended up spending newyears eve holding her hand. when i really would rather have been hanging out with my other roommate and a couple very cool people.

On the upside, and the only thing that saved the night i had a great steak at ruths's chris, than got to watch a huge fight occur right infront of the windows of the booth we sat in.
watched Pitch Black when i got home and tried to sleep the rest of the night away. was rudely awoken at 7ish in the am, and provided my ex-gf roommate some conciliatory sex. than went back to bed.

Sometimes providing sex when you dont want to is the most difficult thing in life. i rather would have been forced to watch the 700club or benny hinn, but oh well. i do my duty to placate the woman, and get nothing in return. ARG.

well woke up today and my other roommate was home, Finally something to smile about. and so far the day with her is great. if only the other one didnt have to come home tonight, lol.

Hope everyone else has an awesome newyears day and that their newyears eve was the best ever.

Im gonna go now,

BuhBy

No really, later


seriously



GOODBYE!
VIEW 5 of 5 COMMENTS
elphie:
Thanks for the birthday wishes hun!
charlize:
All I really wanted from my friend was a phone call, on her own accord, to see how I was doing. I was just so disappointed that I had to call her. And then she didn't ask me how I was at all. She wanted me to go out with her and her boyfriend. I was blind-sided by her apathy. To me ten years is a long time to have a friendship. She has only known the guy for two months. On the same note, it is true that I did role-reversal. Although, a good friend should be able to receive support and give support. I am just not going to put so much energy into our relationship. It obviously has less worth to her than I thought. At least that's how I feel.

Despite the above post, I actually feel much happier today! YAY! tongue

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