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My god i have been such a slack ass lately. Being sick turned out to be alot worse than i first expected. i missed 3 days from work. on top of that thnxgiving kinda sucked ass. had to deal with my parents.

Now not that i dont love my parents, but they drive me nuts. we are such very differnt people, that i find it really hard to relate to them. kinda sucks.

Oh well.
I had a neat moment yesterday. I was walking home in the rain, and it was cold and dark out. but i stopped and looked up at the mass of dark grey almost balck clouds a,d the rain was glittering in the ambient light of the streetlamps. it looked almost as if the black clouds were trying to sparkle light into the cold night, and with the air so crisp and clean it was pretty awesome. i felt really happy to be there at that moment watching the world in a silent downpour flash bits of brilliance forth to dissolve the gloom of night. so i opened up my coat, took off my hat and let the rain wash over me. i ended up freezing my ass off, but was so happy to just let go and enjoy the moment that it was like i was aware fo being cold, without feeling cold.

anyways my walk home finished on an upbeat vibe and being wet and cold, made coming home to a warm house that much nicer.

well, hope you all are doing well.