Well i have decided to face a topic that is very emotionally charged. I have never met or talked to or heard from my biological father. so i am gonna get in toughwith him. that should be a healthy thing i am sure.
Felt that now that i am at a healthier emotional point in my life and open to more difficult things it should go well. I have an address and 2 possible phone numbers. i think i will write first, cus not sure i would be ready for conversation, that would be a bit much.
Thanks to all of you who helped me and gave perspective on my last entry. it was helpful. And yes i have figured that even if it is easier to just function fairly numbed to things, i am missing out on so much of life that I will never again use mood meds, or allw myself to settle for a situation that wears at my feelings.
Love you all!
Felt that now that i am at a healthier emotional point in my life and open to more difficult things it should go well. I have an address and 2 possible phone numbers. i think i will write first, cus not sure i would be ready for conversation, that would be a bit much.
Thanks to all of you who helped me and gave perspective on my last entry. it was helpful. And yes i have figured that even if it is easier to just function fairly numbed to things, i am missing out on so much of life that I will never again use mood meds, or allw myself to settle for a situation that wears at my feelings.
Love you all!
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I hope things with you and your father work out. I don't know that I'd ever have the courage to do that. I don't even have the courage to phone "friends" I used to have.
I've been on a lot of medication. About 7 different anti-depressants. I felt like I was numb to everything. I never want to feel that way again.